Back to Work
Everyone who went
to this camp may have thought it was a rest camp until our release, but that
was a mistake. By that time the Nips were taking a beating in
This was the
pattern of events for quite a while to come. When we had cut sufficient for
that area we moved to a camp farther north. The jungle was sometimes very dense
so it was necessary to make a mark on the trees with an axe to find your way
back, from excursions to find water, or any other reason. We never knew when we
would come across a wild animal or snake. The Nips occasionally shot a wild animal
to help the supply of food, which was scarce for them, as well as us, in the
small camps that we worked from. We, of course, only got the left overs after they had the choicest pieces. We also had to
search for and cook anything found in the jungle that was edible. Without the
extra vitamins we got through our own initiative there would have been more
sickness and deaths. It was an extremely lonely place to be in that part of
One day, out on the
working party, I was given the job of sharpening the saws. It was a change from
the job of cutting and chopping trees and much easier. The job became regular
each day for some time, but it kept me fully occupied because everybody wanted
a sharp saw. I first had to find two small trees close together and cut them to
a suitable height with a notch on top to hold the crosscut saw rigid while it
was filed. At first, when the files were good, the job was alright, but as the
files wore, the pressure exerted had to be more, so my fingers became sorer. It
was like getting blood out of a stone to get a new file.

Going out to our
place of work one morning we found leaflets hidden for us to find. They had been
dropped by Allied 'planes at night, and collected and placed discretely for us.
The cheerful news told us that the war in
Whenever we thought
we had something to be happy about, the Nips nearly always seemed to sense it,
and turned the screw a little bit harder. They enjoyed finding some excuse to
punish certain individuals severely bashing them and then putting them in a
confined cage with little food and water. As the air raids by the Allies got
closer their tempers worsened. In one camp about this time, we were set a task
to dig a trench in front of our hut. This, they said, was to take cover from
the air-raids. The width of the trench was two metres and it stretched the
length of the hut. From this work, and news received, as well as intuition, we
guessed we were digging our own graves.
It was with great
relief to find that we were going to move to another camp away from that
sinister camp. I remember marching out of this camp with my few possessions,
the heaviest of which was the chessboard table, dismantled and tied up under my
arm. No-one ever knew how far we would have to walk whenever we moved. I
reluctantly had little choice, before very long, to sling the table into the
jungle, as it was an unnecessary burden. I would have loved to have been able
to keep it.
Our party was quite
small by this time as we moved yet further north doing our usual job of
wood-cutting from small camps. The pressure on us to work hard grew less as we
sensed that the war must have been going in our favour. Then we heard the
rumour that the war in
In all the years as
a prisoner, I only received a sixth of a Red Cross parcel on two occasions. We
were only allowed to send two or three printed messages home, and I only
received one or two letters, the last dated 1944.